ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴘ 🌀

If there’s a feeling that I crave, it’s numbness. My veins are too warm with blood to feel numb again, But if there’s a  feeling that I crave, it’s numbness. Oh! To feel numb…. It is to sit amidst burning fire while watching your world turn into ashes. It is to stand on ice for hours and still not freeze to death. It is to seduce the man of death by staring into his soul. Oh! To feel numb…  It is a sense without an emotion, a pain without a tear and a laugh without a joy.  And if there’s a feeling that I crave, it’s numbness, because reminiscing it questions the existence of the universe.